kaise bolu main apnee is mann ki baat,

kaise bolu main apnee is mann ki baat,
karte karte khud se tumhare baatein

abb labse hoton par aate hi nahi
khaamosh  hain to kya hua

baste ho tumhi khwaaishomein
Tum itne paas ho mera ki main

kabhi  nahi chod sakti tumko
itne to samajdaar ho ki meri

 dil ki baate to samaj sakte ho
Dil to apni phaisla batlayi

mushkil nahi kuch bhi is dil ko
agar chaahta hain khuda yeh sachmein
to koun hain yeh rok sake honese

ageebsee yeh akelaapan

Neend to jaisee aati hi nahi

Ageebsi yeh akelaapan,

Bhagambhag karti yeh dil,

Bas chalti hi jaarahi hain

Rok nahi sakte hum

Rafter hain bahut tez

Rafter dilse milnahi paayeh

Par koshish hain har dam

Dosti nayee kar neki mann hain

Dil ki aarzoo batlane ki mann hain

Kab hoga yeh sab hum se

Dar hain kahi deri nahi hojaaye

Himmat bhi nahi  kar sake khud

Ummeed bhi kahi nazar dikhayee nahi

Khud mein  itnee baate kaise rakhpaayee hum

Jante hain kamzoor nahi hain hum

Lekin kuch to hain kami hain khud me

Jo bharne ki khoshish kar rahi hain

Kar tehi jaaooo job hi hain karna

Disha ki ooar janeki zid raq

Kyun ki marna nahi par jeena hain tumko

Yaad rakh yeh hamesha dil mein.

THE GIFT OF LIFE!!!!!

I heard the knock of life
To open the door doubtless

I passed it by thinking,
may be its an illusion
for I had no visitors
since long time for

i heard the knock again,
a bit sharp and loud
clear enough to reach me near

this time I was aware that something coming my way
this time I walked in slowly thinking what it could be

then gently I opened the door ,
a little reluctant though
what did I see!!!! not the life in person ,
but a gift pack of dreams left at the door!

gift pack of dreams ,
covered up with intuitions
labeled with goals.
Ribboned with happiness

I was static for a moment
Thinking was it for me?
Then realized it was my door
The gateway to my soul

I smelled the sweet scent
of the pack of gift
For it was years
since i happen to see a gift for me

After a thorough scrutiny at the pack of gift
I finally got convinced that it was sure for me

I smiled and opened the ribbon of happiness
I read with focus the lable of goals
Feeling the touch of the cover of intuitions
Opened the layers wide awake

What do u think I found?
A book of dreams!!!!!!!

The glance of the book filled me with content
Even without actually opening it in real

Slowly I made a way for the courage to flow in
To unlock the dream book as Life had told me

I started to read page by page
Every piece stuned me for long

Moment after moment ,
reading made me row with the flow of life

knowledge of my dreams ,
acquainted me with myself
unfolding the wisdom concealed deep inside
gifted emotions , feelings
true love and a vision for life

how can anyone turn away
from taking such a lovely gift?
Well I am no exception
and did the same as others
I took it ,treasured it ,
deep down in my heart
For it was very special and complete in itself.

With gratitude and appreciation
I thanked life for the gift unasked
Took a vow to hoard it forever.

The mould of life

I wander about the streets of loneliness

With no feelings and expectations

Neither I know  where the road ends

Nor I know the destination it takes

I pass  by like a stranger to the place

Trying to see all that I can

Trying to see if anything can make sense

Taking me to unknown terrains

Taking me to everything  new

Feelings emotions play their movie on the sides

But the flow of the walk makes it pass by

The moment I stop I get caught

The moment I walk I could leave everything behind

There are so many things I do not understand

So many things I wish I could know

Eyes keep watching talking with inside

Heart keeps pricking telling me that I am human

Soul in me reminds I am a feminine

even if I wish to leave behind all that can be called as “me’

the force of life brings back the life  in me

new dreams ,new hopes, new paths ,

new destinations , new emotions, new passion

springs forth  like the change in the season

with this changed perception ,

when I listen to my heart , feelings, emotions ,

I find a new craftsmen in me

Taking the mould of life

Carving it to its best shape

Colour it as brightest as it could be

I do  not think of perfection now

But take every possible stroke to carve it the best

The best I can

With all the workmanship I proudly possess.

I dare now to take new forms

The ones not tried by people often

To make it complete by itself.

Striving to complete the circle of life.

dekha hain maine

Dekha hai maine  

mere sapnonka sathi,

Itne paas itne kareeb

Jeeliye poori zindagi unse

Sapnonmeinhi sahi

par hua e sachh mein

dekhti hu roj unko samne

par khayal kyu nahi aaya  hain ab tak

heiraan hua dil khud se poochkar

jane hain  hum unke dil ko

maaasum si unki,  khatti meethi  baatein

sapno se pehle , pehchaane ee sab

par nahi pata  tha ki voh hain dil mein

dil ne apni baat batayi

manu ya namanu ye  mauka hain khud ko

poore huye sapno mein armaan

lage, zindagi ke  hain  bahut paas,

 aachuke hain abb to hum

zid nahi zindagi se mujko abb

lipte sab khushi, jo bhi hain dil ko mile

pal khushi ke mile jo abhi

chote lage ,lekin mile hain sahi.